{"id":707,"date":"2013-06-29T11:07:19","date_gmt":"2013-06-29T09:07:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.joshlewis.org\/eddie\/?p=707"},"modified":"2013-06-29T15:52:46","modified_gmt":"2013-06-29T13:52:46","slug":"do-you-remember","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.joshlewis.org\/eddie\/2013\/06\/do-you-remember\/","title":{"rendered":"Moving, not &#8216;moving on.&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>BLM opened last night. Not their first performance without me, but their first seasonal Cowles performance without me. First new work made without me. I have these weird, contradictory emotions about it. On one hand, I would think it awesome that anyone who came to the show didn&#8217;t even notice I wasn&#8217;t there because it was so flipping good. On the other, I WANT people to feel like something&#8217;s missing! I feel the former stronger than the latter, but that tug to be missed is not just a tiny, subtle thing. 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